[If you haven't clicked your way into her world, you are MISSING OUT.]
Well, she has written a review of my dinky-little-blog-that-could in her weekly
"Featured Bloggers" post.
Do me a favor, and head on over to read it....Go! Go! Go! Ha!
Honestly? I'm floored by the inclusion. It bought tears to my eyes and validation to my heart.
And I mean that in the most non-cheese ball way.
I respect her work so much, and each of the bloggers that she has featured thus far have been so diversely special. To know that she respects me? That she feels that I need to be shared with others?
Is fucking rad.
As of late, I've really tried to push myself with this blog. I want to be honest. Of the brutal, reaching-out-to-others, staring-down-myself sort. Not that I have ever lied in these pages, but I have omitted and sugar-coated form time-to-time. I have censored myself, not saying things that needed to be said and/or not writing posts that should have been written because I was afraid.
Afraid that I would not be believed, understood, or supported.
That no one would want to hear me. Insecurity and Self-Doubt, reigning supreme...
I was afraid of hearing MYSELF. Of facing monsters that I've tried to hard to keep at bay. Of opening up my stores of memories/pain/thoughts/perspective to the light of public view. Because once I did that, I knew there would be no going back. Nowhere to hide and pretend to be what I thought people might want.
But here I am. I have crossed the threshold.
Thank you to all of you who've supported me thus far. I love you all.
Thank you to Kris over at PrettyAllTrue. A Million Times.
Thank you to the new readers who have/may stop on by. Please continue to do so, and feel free to pass me on to others. If you have a story to share, share away!
I will do my best to let you all in...
and let myself out.